periwinkle crush

Harus diakui gw sama sekali bukan seorang nasionalis…
Gw benci upacara bendera, menurut gw memberi hormat pada bendera adalah hal yang konyol. Paskibra ga pernah jadi salah satu pilihan extrakulikuler. Gw ga suka mata pelajaran PMP, ketika namanya diganti jadi PPKN…tetep ga suka! Penataran P4 buat gw ga ada penting2nya. Mata kuliah Pancasila & Kewiraan cuma buang2 duit SKS, plus memperlambat waktu lulus. Bahkan kalo ada acara ber-syafaat "DOA BAGI BANGSA", gw diam2 menyelinap keluar (ngaku dosa…ampuni aku TUHAN)

Arti 17 Agustus bagi gw…?
kalo dulu waktu masih sekolah….artinya adalah siksaan, karna upacara benderanya lebih lama dari biasa (dan gw selalu ada di baris depan!!!!). Sekarang sih gw lebih bisa menghayati, karna 17/08 artinya………. LIBUR! hehehe….

Kenapa ya gw begitu? gw ini kalo di pelajaran pe em pe termasuk generasi muda yang apatis, tidak ingat perjuangan para pahlawan bangsa. Mungkin karna gw merasa belum benar2 merdeka? semakin lama malah semakin tidak merdeka. Sampai2 pake baju pun diatur… kasih seragam aja sekalian!
Kenyataanya…untuk beberapa wilayah di Indo, mau beribadah aja pake acara was2…
Trus…mo bikin KTP aja bayar!……. (eh, itu mah harus yax?)

Tapi… kalo inget kata merdeka…. seharusnya gw ini bersyukur….karna gw adalah orang yang MERDEKA, di tengah2 bangsa yang "merdeka", yang semestinya membagi KEMERDEKAAN gw buat orang lain. Suatu hal yang sering terlupakan……forgive me God.

Tampaknya gw harus lebih giat memupuk rasa nasionalisme nih…
tapi yang jelas… bukan dengan cara hormat bendera… xixixi.

SEKALI MERDEKA… TETAP MERDEKA!!!

I don’t noe if it’s the wrong thing to put my YM online icon on my friendster profile.
I put it there so my friends (note: MY FRIENDS!) can contact me anytime, since I’m online almost everyday at work. Most of my old friends might not have my mobile number, and I’m hoping to hear some news from them on my messenger.

But, now I aware that this profile is viewed by everyone, not just my friends, but their friend’s friends…
That’s why recently, I start getting instant messages from strangers…. Some are good strangers, but some are dickhead strangers. You noe…. Guys trying to pick up a girl from the net to have sex talk or cyber sex. Gosh… :::haree geneee???:::

Please, look at my profile guys….. Can you read….?
do I seem…even slightly…a girl who’ll be interested in a pervert???
Oh… I bet you don’t read, you just look at the photo and “boom”
…You’re ON!

Actually…. I don’t shut down all strangers.
Sometimes they can be a real friend, share the same interest, thoughts about love & life, share boring hours at work, or even share bussines…. Why not?? Afterall I do use Yahoo Messenger as a business tool at work. (So….don’t think that I’m jobless for going online everyday from 9 to 5)
And I do sometimes meet some of my friend’s friends on Friendster, one of them is a good friend of mine now. See…I don’t have problem with strangers… I think of them as “potential friend”.

But when you start this kind of conversation…….
“Hi…ASL please…. Wanna talk about sex??”
That’s when I lost my appetite…….. BIG TURN OFF.

Recently one of those guys got pretty mad when I told him to “get a life”
Hehehe…. Sorry Pal… Not that I’m trying to be “rese” as u said….
But I think u really need one… ::honestly::

I noe…..when we put our profile on the net,
Its a risk having these kinda people bugging in.
::sigh:: ….guess I’ll just have to take that risk.

Ps: Emangnya masih jaman ya… Gaya ASL please??